Tuesday, December 12, 2006

最近気を抜きすぎる...Too careless...

最近忙しい?そうでもない気がしますが、なぜかいつもドタバタしています。
夜になるとまずテレビにつかまります。7時からのゴールデンタイムの番組を見て、気がつかないうちにもう10時です。それでようやくシャワーを浴びて、勉強をはじめるのはなんと11時です。それで2時までぐらい勉強してそれから寝ます。だいたいそんなもんです。時間の管理があまい気がしますが、テレビの誘惑には負けてしまいます。
今週の月曜日にゼミで発表することになったのです。1ヶ月一回という頻度で発表しますが、いつも発表前にドタバタしています。それで先週はその発表準備をしなくちゃいけないですが、金曜日からずーっとのんびりして何も手をつけませんでした。金曜日に「まだ土日あるから大丈夫だ。」と思ってゲームで半日をつぶしました。夜友達の家で食事しないかと誘われてその晩が食事会でつぶされました。土曜日に起きたのはなんと昼の11時で、少し研究に手をつけたら何の成果も出ないまま一日終わりました。ずーっと前からやっていたことの延長なので楽勝だろうと思ってあまり心配もしませんでした。日曜日は朝早くおきて(8:30って早いのかな?)研究をやっていましたが思わぬ事態で前を進めませんでした。それでピンチだと思って3時間しか寝ていませんでした。月曜日の発表は午後の2:00からですが、発表のスライドを作り始めたのは午後の1:00でした。研究が一歩進んだおかげで先生に叱られませんでしたが、やっぱり自分はダメだなと強く感じました。やらないといけないことなのになぜもっと早めに始めなかったのかといつも悔やんでいます。ほかの人もそうですかね?

Too careless, recently...

Am I busy? I don't think so. But I am always rush at the end.
Well, it might be because I was caught by TV.Hehehe, I start watching TV from 19:00 until 22:00 everyday. After that I go bathing, and my study starts at around 23:00. I study (recently I don't study anymore, but do my research) until 2:00AM then I go to bed.
I found that I spend time with the screen most of my daily life. When I go to school, I use computer, when I am back home I watch TV and work with the computer again. The period I don't spend time with the screen is only when I sleep. So 3/4 of my day is with computer screen (because I watch TV on my computer). That's why my eyes become weaker and weaker. I can't read long time and can't recognize people futher than 10 meters before me. I don't like wearing glasses, but maybe the time comes soon.
Talking about last weekend, I had to prepare for my presentation at my lab again. We have presentation about our research once a month. On friday, I spent half a day with computer game. Then at the evening, I was invited to have dinner at my friend's house. We cook and bake cakes too. So my friday finished without any progress in my research. On saturday, it was 11:00 AM when I got up, I went to market for food-stuff, then cooked. I started to do my research and watched TV as usual. But my research had so little progress. I thought "it is ok, cuz I still have sunday",hehehe. I was wrong, because the unpredicted problem occured. I got up at 8:30AM on sunday and did my research all day. But the problem was not that easy to solve. So I slept only 3 hours. My presentation was to be started at 14:00 but my slide documents was not prepared until 13:00. At last, I made slides and made presentation. I was not blamed because my research got some progress, but what I feel is that I am always wait until the last minute then feel regret of it. How about other people? Are they the same to me? I think it is not good at all being like me...


9 Comments:

At 12/12/2006 09:09:00 pm, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Umm!!!! Maybe there is not only you who had such that habit. I am in this condition too. But I think that if we open the eyesand ears, everything are the knowledge for us, even we watch the TV, or play game....
Don't you think that you did well? Only few hours you can concentrate to complete the result. I'm still unbelieve myself that a breaf time before the presentation come, many ideas and heart's power appear.If the result is smooth, we are talent.

But I do agree that this habit is not better to tell the young people.

Ok, take it easy. You can do it.

 
At 12/12/2006 10:12:00 pm, Blogger hp said...

Thank ng for your idea.
You are absolutely right. Everything are knowledge for us. Especially for us who must learn japanese, watching TV is the indispensable to improve our language ability.
I do agree with you that this bad habit should not be suggested or encouraged to the young people. It is absolutely dangerous and bad habit.
Thanks again!
Good luck,

 
At 12/13/2006 12:06:00 am, Blogger Pooh said...

Same here! I always get things done at the last minutes. Last friday my teacher said we have to submit our science furum paper, if u don't have it, u're dead meat! I didn't hand it in that day but i mailed her at 10.30p.m, before 12pm... and most of my homeworks were done about 15 minutes before class start. I know, that's bad, but'....
hhehehe

 
At 12/13/2006 01:01:00 am, Blogger hp said...

Hahaha, you are still young. Don't make yoursefl get used to such bad habit. It is the task we must do, so please do it early na. Some problem may cause you get stuck. Ok,this is just my idea.

 
At 12/13/2006 02:30:00 pm, Blogger Vuthy Kim said...

Hello Hp

I agree with the others. I am a person who sometimes do everything in the last minute. You are not the only one. But lately I been doing things ahead of time. Once you experience doing something at the last minute, you get this feeling that you do not want to do it again. I got these feelings alot and now I am trying to better myself. Everyone always got a chance to better themselves.

Take care

Peace Out
Vuthy

 
At 12/13/2006 02:52:00 pm, Blogger hp said...

Hi Vuthy,
Thanks for your tip. Yeah, doing something at the last minute makes us don't feel of doing it again, even checking it for better work. I am trying to do it earlier, but the problem is I can't find the motivation.
Anyway, I will try to.
Thanks,

 
At 12/13/2006 11:25:00 pm, Blogger Pooh said...

Ok, i'll try my best! :l

 
At 12/24/2006 06:25:00 pm, Blogger Lyda said...

Hahaha~~~ it sound abit ridiculcous anyway hp. But eventhought you a abit careless with your study, you still receive a good result. I am very much impress of you. For me I think that when we watch TV, it makes us become very addict to it. Eventhought sometime, we bear in our mind that” have to watch only 15mins or a few mins’’ but what happened?it doesn’t work. We will watch until we get fall asleep. And yes, I do agree that Watching TV, playing computer, computer games, internet are all of part of our human’s life. We can not live without it you no.

 
At 12/24/2006 08:39:00 pm, Blogger hp said...

Hahaha, you are addicted to TV too? But I guess I am badly addicted. Ok, must be stricter to ourselves heuy.

 

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