勇気
ブログをはじめて、驚きと勉強の連続でした。無責任な人がいれば、若いのにしっかりしている人もいます。ブログを何のために立ち上げたか分からぬままがんばってくブログを書いた人もいます。そして、まもなくそのブログが死んでしまいました。さて、今日の思いついたことは「勇気」に関することです。
僕は特に印象に残ったのは、二人の若者でした。一人はDeeDeeともう一人はChanPiseyです。この二人の性格は全くの正反対のように見えます。
DeeDeeはどっちかというとやさしくてしっかりしている娘です。驚くほどしっかりしているのです。人の気持ちを大事にし、自分の将来もちゃんと考えている人です。一人っ子のイメージはわがままが多いですが、彼女は全くわがままなくてどっちかというと自分の気持ちを抑えるほうかもしれません。
それに対して、ChanPiseyは熱い娘です。彼女を男だと勘違いさせたほど熱い人です。人から見れば、わがままなところが多いかもしれません。でも彼女は意志が強くて、頼もしいところもあります。人間関係に関しては、彼女は問題が多いように見えます。
しかし、この二人の共通点はあります。それは「勇気」です。DeeDeeもChanPiseyも人に自分の悩みを言う勇気があります。人を信じる勇気があります。そして、人の話に耳を傾ける勇気があります。僕にとってはそれらの勇気がとてもすごいものです。だって、僕はその勇気がありませんから。僕は自分の本当の姿で自由に発言したり、自分の考えを人に言ったりする勇気がありません。
これから、彼女たちから学びながら精神面を鍛えていつか勇気出して堂々と顔を見せます。
posted by hp @ 9/14/2006 03:25:00 pm
12 Comments:
頑張ってね！
でもねB型の人って自分しかの生き方があるらしいから、hpさんもきっと見つかると思います。
ところで、無責任な人が気になりますな。
そうですね、Ｂ型の人は個性が強いですかね？自分に合った生き方を探しています。死ぬ前には見つけたいです。
>>ところで、無責任な人が気になりますな。
無責任な人？冗談でした。言葉の流れで書いてしまいました。無責任な人はいません。いるとしたら、おそらく僕ですね。本当の姿を見せずにごちゃごちゃ書いていますからね。
>>hp: hi there! wat r u posting abt??? i couldn't understand ya post cuz it's in japanese! but i could see my name n my frn's name, Pisey! u should hav an english version one na! i wanna read too!
hi hp,
Why don't you make another English blog, huh? I wish you have another one beside Japanese. To be freak, I don't understand what you are posting about.
Hope you will create one, hp.
Take care,
Michelle
へへへほらね！責任を取ってよ、お二人さんが言ってますよ。；）
DeeDee,
>>hi there! wat r u posting abt??? i couldn't understand ya post cuz it's in japanese! but i could see my name n my frn's name, Pisey!
Sorry for making you worry na. Well, the meaing of the context is only about my self-examination. You know? You two are braver than. You two are brave express your idea, to ask people for correction and to listen to people's idea. How about me? I can't even show my real face to you all. That means I am a coward. I really appreciate your braveness.
DeeDee:>>u should hav an english version one na! i wanna read too!
Michelle:>>Why don't you make another English blog, huh? I wish you have another one beside Japanese.
I appologize you all for that. But honestly, now I don't have plan to create English blog because as you know, my English is not good and I can express my feeling more rightly in Japanese than in English. I am afraid I make people misunderstand me because of my bad English. Hope you understand me na!
Chanbopha:
>>へへへほらね！責任を取ってよ、お二人さんが言ってますよ。；）
やっちゃいましたね。どんな形で責任を取ればいいですかね？やっぱり、僕って無責任ですよね。
Hi hp,
Hey, you are not a coward at all even if you are trying to keep your self as a mysterious person, but it is ok. People have various reasons to do something, so you don't have to think much about that. To be freak, even if I haven't seen your face before, I can make a correct assumption that you are a great and helpful person to me. Keep hiding your face, ok? Dee Dee, Khmer Girl, and me support you always. We are all fond of you and respect you too. Come on, hp! Please ensure that you don't think that you are a coward guy, ok? We don't intend to see ya face if you don't want to let us see. (^-^) You will see three of us in our own blog. I don't know the exact time, but soon... We are stupid companies, dee dee, Michelle, and Khmer Girl.
Best of luck to you,
Michelle
Michelle,
Thank you very very much for understanding me. I am really really happy to have you all as my friends though we have never met even one time.
When I go to visit Cambodia, I will let you see my face (.^=^.) na!
Good luck to all of you.
>>hp: i understand about u now! It's ok, up to u te na! btw, visit cambodia? u are cambodian! why just Visit???? u won't come back to live??? just visit??? i think i couldn't understand wat u r saying at all!
>>DeeDee:
I don't finish my studies yet. That's why I used word "visit". I want to go to visit my family next year and must come back to Japan again to finish my studies na.
I will go back to live in Cambodia when I finished all my studies which I am not sure when yet. Anyway, I promise you that I will go back home.
Sorry for making you nervous with my words na.
oh yeah it's ok! i got it now! thanks for clarification!
Hi Hp,
Well Well Well, you will visit here, Cambodia, right? Hmmm... I was confused as DEE DEE too, cos you used the word VISIT. I'm glad to here that you will come back to Cambodia. (^-^) Hope to see you one day even if I don't know when exactly....te.
Good Luck,
Michelle
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